Happily ever after?

Happily ever after?

I fell in love with someone,

Who was far away from me.

Living in a world where distance occupies we.

At first I was hesitant

I was uncertain and doubtful

If our love would blossom

Like a little pumpkin on autumn.

Days passed,

Along with weeks,

Then months then a year.

I said to myself

I have overcome God’s hitch.

And I am sure me and my prince will live

Together forever on our dream dwelling.

I was the luckiest girl in the world

Nothing can stop our love from flourishing

Then it came to him,

Hopelessness.

He wanted to quit

He wanted to leave.

Soon my fairy tale dreams

Shattered into bits and bits.

Devastation was now my friend

Loneliness was my best friend.

I ate sadness for breakfast

I drink rejection to compromise.

I was a big mess.

I was a pile of filth lying on the ground

I was hoping someone would pick me up

And turn me into something new.

I blamed myself for being so

Pitifully ugly!

For being disgustingly lazy!

I did nothing to win him back

I just stood there looking at him

Staring at his repulsive guts

As he walked away from me

Then I kept on thinking...

Do happily ever after exist?